Rose Novick

SELF-PORTRAIT WITH SIMILIES

yet this attempt           if

no more    suffer

                                   as when the friend across the

      chasm outstretches

saying    –friend     come    here is the bridge long-promised–

      watching their words sink

through the air    the river below voracious

 

for there is no better    in quarantine     than

      painstaking research

      into the cramped space

one inhabits     stripped now of all diversion

 

      as when the inchworm

      dreaming of transform-

      ation    casts vainly

for a swaddling mother     until    giving no

      warning    it burrows

      spinning its own grave

 

nothing but the mapping of crevices     the

      doubts that exhaust minds

 

      as when the child

floats a mustard seed on a sea of poppy

 

      only    already

knowing what is there to be found    long years of

sledging having granted one comfort in the

face of glaciers

                                 as when the old grandmaster

ponderously studies the board    considers

each attack and counterattack     each tactic

strategy     each possible move      considers

      all this    revolves it

in their mind again and again     until they

      fathom it whole      then

      ready at long last

      offers a draw be-

fore the first move

                                   blackness is sliding down      and

      it is precisely

this      just this      that must be explained      this ever-

fruiting darkness

                                    as when the night’s recondite

chirr emerges     softly at first     then louder

      louder     until its

      ordered disorder

      springing from nothing

      gorges the hollow

      and the vague    leafless

      outlines of trees are

stabbing night air      life-barren branches wailing

accusations ringing in earth’s ears    blame un-

      shaken by wind     blame

blame ringing incessantly     and the wabash

silent     hearing all

                                   do you hear me     friend      come

SONNET

               Take any word      FELICITY      will do

                  repeat it     so      FELICITY      and soon the word

       will vanish     heard       FELICITY      and again heard

                                                FELICITY      so smooth     so graceful     you

                          glimmer       FELICITY      with double drift

             the fitting word       FELICITY      you self-refer

   as well the happiness        FELICITY      for her

                       who finds       FELICITY      your fitting gift

                       The moon       FELICITY      is beautiful

        tonight     and new       FELICITY      forgive that I

                      must leave       FELICITY      undone     and dull

         Are you still there       FELICITY     

                                                FELICITY     

                                                FELICITY      good-bye

SONNET

The poem is a flower, found everywhere,

year-round, in plenteous varieties,

not much to look at, little worth our notice,

stem-severed, rootless, quick to wither.

 

Therefore turn, dear friends, your attention elsewhere:

to rivers decidedly shaping and reshaping

this malleable clod, to mountains jabbing

tectonic anthers at the overbearing sky.

 

It does not do to dwell on dead things,

past the bloom of their changes, and flowers today

all reek. I find you hidden among them, o

my corpse flower, and if the mammals desert you,

let them. The flesh flies will arrive soon

to pester you with unrelenting praise.

ROSE NOVICK is an assistant professor of philosophy at the University of Washington. She writes poetry to trace the emotional contours of ideas. She can be found on Twitter @yellow_dusk

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